Feeling Guilty:


I have a few things I still feel guilty about, that still haunts me. One and the most recent, I lost my job and couldn’t take my dog to the vet and he ended up dying. He’d probably still  be with me if I could have taken him. I feel like I failed him, it’s only been a year but it eats at me at night and just typing this makes me misty eyed.

2) When I was a kid, mom told me I was in trouble when my dad came home. I said I hoped he never came home… not because I didn’t love him, not because I wanted anything bad to happen, I didn’t mean it; just didn’t want to be in trouble.

He either heard me when I said it, or mom told him but it really hurt his feelings and I felt terrible about it.

4 thoughts on “Feeling Guilty:”

  1. I am so sorry about your dog. I know how you must feel, but think about it, would you have left him without seeking for help if you could afford it? If you couldn’t have left him to die, then you cannot really carry a guilt for a situation that you couldn’t help.

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    1. thank you. I would have done everything in my power to help him. wasn’t enough… still guilty and every time I think about getting a new pet I worry about being able to support him/her.

      I’ll get another when I’m ready.

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