Things are getting better on the phones at work, my handle times are going to be high, like forever. I’m resigned to that now, I’m going to be the weight.. dragging the team down, I’m slow but getting great scores for customer service.. so yay for that. So no sorely needed bonuses in my future.. which seriously sucks!
Also, I’m having a harder and harder time finding the wherewithall to drag my butt out of bed in the morning. By morning I mean…. just before noon. I have to be at work by noon, yesterday I was still in bed, hiding basically in the blankets at 11:15. It was an effort to just get out of bed, but I got dressed and made it to work on time.
I drank coffee for like the 7th time in my life… Blech! but it was needed to keep me upright. Rent is paid, the rest of the bills have to wait until I get paid again, going to call the water department tomorrow.. I have a cut off notice for service I’ve barely even had a month. How does that even happen? I’m sure it’s a mistake, it BETTER be a mistake! But not a whole lot of choice on where I get my water from so, I’ve got no choice but to pay it.
UGH… I’m soooo tired, I think I’m depressed. Now that things have quieted down (some)… all I want to do is sleep. I’m not even hungry most of the time, like everything is just shutting down. Too much effort. Maybe it’s the season change or all of it together but I seriously need to find a natural upper or energy source before I go into hibernation.