Grief and coping with losing hubby

I’m feeling pretty good today.

Hey Presser Friends! So, I am feeling quite lovely today. It's raining, sleeting, grey and super cold but I am feeling lovely despite all that. 🙂 Why? Well, I'm glad you asked cause I was about to tell ya! So I got woke up by an awesome call that I won my fight with the… Continue reading I’m feeling pretty good today.

Grief and coping with losing hubby

EDITED: This is a post from 08-2016 Everything sucks…

Sorry for any confusion, this was a scheduled post but it was from August of 2016 in the middle of everything. Trying to move back home to family and sort things out. I'm not sure why it wasn't posted back then...  I am doing well right now. Everything is fine in Kaw-ville. Except there's no… Continue reading EDITED: This is a post from 08-2016 Everything sucks…

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Getting what I needed: :) Happy Post

So, let me tell you guys something. I haven't done the doorbuster day after thanksgiving day thing since Pokemon cards came out. Oh, wait. It was in 2003... I got a computer that was on sale... anyways! This year, they finally had something I was willing to brave the crowds for. Ready for this? An… Continue reading Getting what I needed: 🙂 Happy Post

Grief and coping with losing hubby

Guess who’s back? (again..)

Hey guys... Been dealing with a few things, looking for work, sorting my mind and house and kind of living a life offline a bit. I'm back in counseling, I really like her. She's pretty smart and I think it's helping. I've been getting better and better. Still not 100% but yeah, I feel like… Continue reading Guess who’s back? (again..)

Grief and coping with losing hubby

On the hubby front:

The 7th was my 29th wedding anniversary. It didn't hit as hard as the anniversary of losing him did. I think it's because there was happiness associated with it. It's good to remember the fun, the dates, the flowers and etc. I thought about taking myself to dinner and just reflecting on things.  I stayed… Continue reading On the hubby front:

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It’s a new day…

Sorry if I worried anyone, I didn't mean to. I just think it's important to document things, these emotional issues, depression... anxiety while in the middle of it. Plus I get to lance an emotional boil and let some anger out in a "healthy way". Reading it today I find it interesting... I guess I'm… Continue reading It’s a new day…

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Dang it! I am not okay…

This is a long post... I am sorry, but I just have to tell someone. I need to put these words out there, or I'll lose it. Maybe I already have.... maybe I've snapped? I dunno. I'm cold and shaking as I'm typing this now. I've been this way for over 3 hrs. I want… Continue reading Dang it! I am not okay…

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“Normalizing”

I miss you all and miss writing and posting on here, but I'm super busy right now. I'm happy most of the time, my bills are paid and I've managed to put a little aside for fun and a rainy day. Things are... becoming more manageable and a new "normal" is starting to form. I… Continue reading “Normalizing”