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Thankful November 6: I’m thankful for my son

My son is simultaneously the most infuriating, annoying, sometimes disappointing, man-child and the sweetest goofball, strong, sensitive, intelligent, source of chest-swelling pride, man. He's my only child, a source of joy and pain, laughter and tears. I struggle to understand his male mind, I see myself in him and sometimes wish there was more of… Continue reading Thankful November 6: I’m thankful for my son


Thankful November Day 5: Thankful for my mom. :)

Today, I am thankful for my mother. She's not as young as she used to be and not as fast as she was. I had a nice long talk with her today, and I told her I am not ready for her to be old, and explained that often times when I'm frustrated with her,… Continue reading Thankful November Day 5: Thankful for my mom. ­čÖé

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Panic Attack…

Soo, I've never had a full blown Anxiety/Panic attack until this afternoon. I suddenly couldn't breathe, my chest was tight, I couldn't swallow, the room got dark around the edges. I felt cold and flushed and hot and tingly, my hands were shaking... it freaking HURT. I didn't want my son or anyone else to… Continue reading Panic Attack…

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Another update: leg and etc.

Soooo went to the doctor Friday. She was mean and manhandled my leg, dug her big ole man hands into the "abnormality" on my leg. I wanted to hit her, and yelped: "No one has touched it before!" ┬áShe straight up gave me a blank look and said: "Someone should've by now..." Yes.... I suppose,… Continue reading Another update: leg and etc.

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I took a long weekend…

I've been working a lot of overtime lately, was so stressed out that I cried at every little thing. I knew when I woke up from my nap Saturday┬áthat I couldn't go to work on Sunday. My chest hurt, I was miserable, felt sweaty and my heart was beating fast, I went up to work… Continue reading I took a long weekend…

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July 7th: My anniversary

Well, today was my anniversary. Three weeks after passing away and my husband's remains are STILL in China. With no idea of a cremation date. At a time, when I should be starting to pick up my pieces, I'm still waiting for him to come home. Still waiting to plan a funeral, to get some… Continue reading July 7th: My anniversary

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What happened

Midnight Thursday, Some people I worked with came to the door to deliver the worst news of my life (aside from losing my dad). The cab came to pick up hubby to bring him to the airport to come home, but no one came down. The cabby called the company and they sent someone over… Continue reading What happened

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I’m totally stunned and wrecked…

I won't be posting, but I have blog posts scheduled for the end of the month I think. I can't believe it... my husband is gone. He passed away overseas. I don't know what to do with myself from one minute to the next. I'm in shock, I'm angry, I'm sad, I hurt so much.… Continue reading I’m totally stunned and wrecked…

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After trying Grammarly Premium..

Hello ya'll, I like the free version of Grammarly, but after trying the premium I really want it too. Not working makes that impossible, but I tried it, and I really like it, and I want to keep it. I was given some free trial time, but with everything going on I haven't gotten a… Continue reading After trying Grammarly Premium..