Dang it! I am not okay…

This is a long post... I am sorry, but I just have to tell someone. I need to put these words out there, or I'll lose it. Maybe I already have.... maybe I've snapped? I dunno. I'm cold and shaking as I'm typing this now. I've been this way for over 3 hrs. I want…

Well…. the struggle continues.

I filled my happy pill prescription, took my first one last night. And less than 30 minutes after that, my doorbell rang. Someone asked if I had a black and white cat.... my son put him outside because the little female we have is in heat and they were crying at each other through closed…

Unexpected losses…

http://dailypost.wordpress.com/2013/12/11/daily-prompt-unexpected/ In my case, when I lost my father, I blocked out huge parts of that day. It's been almost 20 yrs... still one of the worst things I've ever had to deal with. I cried so much that tears felt like battery acid on my skin, I alternated between anger and sadness. I learned that…