authors, Grief and coping with losing hubby

Dang it! I am not okay…

This is a long post... I am sorry, but I just have to tell someone. I need to put these words out there, or I'll lose it. Maybe I already have.... maybe I've snapped? I dunno. I'm cold and shaking as I'm typing this now. I've been this way for over 3 hrs. I want… Continue reading Dang it! I am not okay…

authors, Things that happen at my house

Well…. the struggle continues.

I filled my happy pill prescription, took my first one last night. And less than 30 minutes after that, my doorbell rang. Someone asked if I had a black and white cat.... my son put him outside because the little female we have is in heat and they were crying at each other through closed… Continue reading Well…. the struggle continues.

Daily Prompts

Unexpected losses…

http://dailypost.wordpress.com/2013/12/11/daily-prompt-unexpected/ In my case, when I lost my father, I blocked out huge parts of that day. It's been almost 20 yrs... still one of the worst things I've ever had to deal with. I cried so much that tears felt like battery acid on my skin, I alternated between anger and sadness. I learned that… Continue reading Unexpected losses…