Dang it! I am not okay…

This is a long post... I am sorry, but I just have to tell someone. I need to put these words out there, or I'll lose it. Maybe I already have.... maybe I've snapped? I dunno. I'm cold and shaking as I'm typing this now. I've been this way for over 3 hrs. I want…

“Normalizing”

I miss you all and miss writing and posting on here, but I'm super busy right now. I'm happy most of the time, my bills are paid and I've managed to put a little aside for fun and a rainy day. Things are... becoming more manageable and a new "normal" is starting to form. I…

An update on my husband: My inlaws

This was written at different times over the past 2 weeks. So it might be a little disjointed as it is a bit of random rants, thoughts, and feelings. Well, it's apparently been a week since my husband passed. It is largely a blur of fog with moments that stuck with me. I honestly barely remember…